There are times when it will go so wrong that you will barely be alive, and times when you realise that being barely alive, on your own terms, is better than living a bloated half-life on someone else’s terms.
Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?

(Source: larmoyante)

anyway i’m 20 now and it’s gross and i hate it

it’s so strange meeting a side of yr family that you in all of yr 20yrs of life have never interacted w — that you were denied, that you denied

i don’t know what else to say abt it (for now)

it’s just so strange

i really have to learn to allow myself to fuck up